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More about "the person who i was going out with tonight" ....specifically, my cousin. Even after countless times being "let down" or left in a club while she goes off to shag a guy in his house when we had went out TOGETHER and planned the night out (and alot more different/worse situations).....I still trust her. This time wasn't so bad, we had planned to go out tonight for the bells for like the past week, so we make plans, we ain't got much money after going out on Tuesday, so we decide to go to a house party or w/e. When i phone her today at 4pm.....after already making these plans, she decides to let me know (when i phone her) that shes not coming out........Leaving me sitting in my house. So yeah, not that bad but it opened my eyes. Was similar to ALOT of the other times. And yet i bet it happens again and again. I honestly cant figure out why i let her do it so much when i know its probably gonna happen, its not like i have no one else to go out with....not like i have nothing better to do than sit and rant on a blog that no one reads......so why the fuck do i let it happen?????? It sounds like I'm obsessed with her, but to be honest, I'm starting to not even like her that much, and feel slightly sorry for her. My friends say "she will drag me down in life" and that shes a bad person. And they don't even trust her enough to let her into their houses. In fact the only friend that still makes an effort with her, she talks the back off. And the worst thing is, they don't even know just how much of an ignorant cow she can be.

Hopefully, their will be another thing CROSSED OFF my list, in 2010.

Hogmafickinnay....

Its new years eve, and a perfect ending to the shittest/lazyest year of my life. After i was suppost to be going out with someone, ONCE AGAIN she's a let down. So ill be sitting on the laptop, reading "Dear Fatty" by Dawn French. Listening to the same Michael Jackson cd that i have a MILLION times before. I say that this is what ill be doing all night, but most likely ill get a phonecall inviting me to a some party/pub full of 14 year old "emo" girls wearing fingerless gloves and tutu's ...and ill probably go. The joy. If i do happen to go out tonight, I plan to drink like i never have before...on my overwhelming £20............lol And i know, Mr "i wanna change in 2010" wants to spend the first day of it curled up in bed with a flat bottle of Irn bru sweating out a hangover and smoking a roleup made of the night befores doubts.....fuck it, I didnt say I'd stop partying.

This isn't so much a blog, more of an online diary that will never be read, but im fine with that :)

A new start...

Hi, I'm Aaron and I've decided to blog about 2010, at least weakly. Hence me simply naming my blog "2010" Right now it is 28th December 09 and 8:47AM.....and no i haven't got up early to spontaneously write a blog, i simply dont sleep all that much, it bores me. I'm 19 years OLD and growing older, and i still have fuck all to say for myself, this year was a complete waste of time, which i spent laying in my bed watching re-runs of will and grace and drowning my sorrows every weekend, the 2 years before spent failing art/fashion in college and dropping out. Before that there was nothing but dreaded school. Next year, 2010... I have plans. I wanna fucking LIVE, i wanna goto festivals and party and live in a bloody caravan for a week and drink wine and have picniks in the hills and make things and WORK HARD this time in college!!!! And maybe even travel a lil bit during summer, i willllll. Im determined for this to be the best year of my life. Expext a blog atleast weekly (maybe more) for the next year of my currently pathetic life imprisoned in Greenock. It had better be a twatting good one.

See you soon.